lameness[redefined]

2009-12-14T19:56:00.002+08:00

If there's anything I learned from Brunei, its that its damn important to keep fighting on for the guy beside you.

Cos he's doing the same for you.

96 more days! Its finally 2 digits! (:

2009-10-24T17:49:00.001+08:00

I love pay day.

Because it means that i've completed one month.

5 more pay days to go.

2009-09-28T23:48:00.002+08:00

They call me the queen of the battle field, oh oh.
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2009-09-04T23:43:00.000+08:00

5 more days, Charlie!

And I think to myself,
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27 more weeks, Echo! Sian.

2009-07-12T12:06:00.000+08:00

Of all the things i've lost, i miss my mind the most.
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2009-06-21T22:42:00.003+08:00

Finally, after 6 and a half years, I don't need to travel across the country anymore. (:

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Here we go again. see you all soon.

2009-06-06T23:26:00.003+08:00

Only winners are remembered. No one cares about anyone else.

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I'm hoping for the best, whatever awaits me.

2009-05-29T22:14:00.001+08:00

one more week to pop and i think i might actually miss my bmt days in tekong.

2009-05-23T23:10:00.001+08:00

i could groove with you all night.

2009-05-23T00:52:00.001+08:00

i feel like running army half marathon. anyone interested?

2009-05-16T22:46:00.002+08:00

One sign that i'm getting used to army life: when people say pc in the outside world, first thing that comes to mind is platoon commander instead of personal computer.

So life's going to be more free and slack for the remaining 3 weeks of bmt, since nearly all my key events are over. GAC, live range, hand grenade, field camp, sit test, urban ops all over within the first 5 weeks. All i have left is to train for ippt and soc for the remainder of my bmt.

IPPT on friday was an improvement from the first one, but definitely still disappointing, especially situps. I did 40, just nice for an A and relaxed for the rest of the time. But only after i had finished did my commander tell me that i didn't cup my ears properly and penalised me for that. So in the end, it was recorded as 35 situps and that cost me my gold. Sigh haha. My chin ups have been improving though, managed to do 9! I could've have probably done 10 if i pushed really hard, but i realised it wouldnt have made a difference anyway since i had already screwed up my sit ups.

On a positive note, i finished first in my platoon for 2.4! haha didn't expect at all cos my platoon has this nj kayaker. most probably he was having a bad day or smth. Nevertheless, i'm still happy with getting 9:06. I just hope to push my timing to sub 9 and be able to do 12 chin ups. I've 3 weeks to train for it!

Ah i think i'm really going to miss my bunkmates once i leave bmt, all 12 of them. I think they were probably one of the most important group of people that helped me pull through the first 5 weeks of bmt. One good thing was that all of us were from different schools and that really forced us to get to know everyone, and that really helped bring everyone closer together. Just sitting down at the table, without our shirts, drinking our peach tea/aloe vera...

Strangely enough, i think i'm gonna miss orion and platoon 1 section 2 in particular.

2009-04-26T12:27:00.003+08:00

The first bookout really did turn out to be greattt. The atmosphere around camp on friday was damn nice and happy. Once it was nearing bookout, my entire company ran to the ferry terminal. Got to see ben and manraj who were returning from discovery centre too! The ruckus everyone was creating on the bus to pasir ris was just damn fun.

And once i got off the bus, I just screamed in happiness.

Spending time with friends and family was really worthwhile. Now its back to camp tonight.

Oh btw, happy labour day to all! I'll be about to leave to a jungle on labour day haha. See you all soon.

2009-04-10T22:21:00.000+08:00

Don't worry parents, I promise you all that I won't pick up smoking.

See you all soon.

Movies

2009-04-05T01:24:00.005+08:00

Hm, this is that note thing on movies going around on facebook right now. Thought I'd do one myself too! Please tag if you know which movie that particular line comes from.

EDIT: I think i'll just post the answers in white. Just scroll over if you wanna know what the movie is. And yes, 5 is prestige, and 8 is return of the king.

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1) Oh let the sun beat down upon my face, stars to fill my dream. I am a traveler in both time and space, to be where I have been. (damn obvious, haha.) Oceans 12
2) I think I'm in love with you.
You mean as friends?
No... I mean for real. 'Cause you're, like, the coolest person I've ever met, and you don't even have to try, you know...
I try really hard, actually. JUNO
3) You know, you remind me of my father. Dark Knight
4) Look, other bands, they want to make it about sex or pain, but you know, The Beatles, they had it all figured out, okay? "I Want to Hold Your Hand." The first single. It's effing brilliant, right?... That's what everybody wants, Nicky. They don't want a twenty-four-hour hump sesh, they don't want to be married to you for a hundred years. They just want to hold your hand. Nick and Norah
5) Now you're looking for the secret. But you won’t find it because of course, you're not really looking. You don't really want to work it out. You want to be fooled. Prestige
6) That diamond is my ticket out of this God forsaken continent. Blood Diamond
7) Well, if I was I'd ask you why you're a Statie making 30 grand a year. And I think if I was Sigmund fuckin' Freud I wouldn't get an answer. So tell me, what's a lace-curtain motherfucker like you doing in the Staties? The Departed
8) From the ashes, a fire shall be woken. A light from the shadow shall spring. Renewed shall be blade that was broken. The crownless again shall be king. (another obvious one i think.) LOTR: Return of the King
9)Life is not the amount of breaths you take, it's the moments that take your breath away. Hitch
10) Stop, stop! A weeek ago, I was 4,000 miles away, in India, watching Marie die. They came for me, and they killed her instead. This ends now. Bourne Supremacy
11) Remind me to buy some shares in Kevlar. SWAT
12) The only one that's going to tell me when I'm through doing my thing is you people here. The Wrestler
13) If you ladies leave my island, if you survive recruit training, you will be a weapon. You will be a minister of death praying for war. But until that day you are pukes. You are the lowest form of life on Earth. You are not even human, fucking beings. You are nothing but unorganized grabastic pieces of amphibian shit. Because I am hard you will not like me. But the more you hate me the more you will learn. I am hard but I am fair. There is no racial bigotry here. I do not look down on niggers, kikes, wops or greasers. Here you are all equally worthless. And my orders are to weed out all non-hackers who do not pack the gear to serve in my beloved Corps. Do you maggots understand that? Full Metal Jacket
14) You know what? Fuck beauty contests. Life is one fucking beauty contest after another. School, then college, then work... Fuck that. And fuck the Air Force Academy. If I want to fly, I'll find a way to fly. You do what you love, and fuck the rest. Little Miss Sunshine
15) Real loss is only possible when you love something more than you love yourself. Good Will Hunting

Braniac,

2009-03-27T00:20:00.002+08:00

Ever since ben showed me the clip from brainiac, i've been youtubing for more videos of braniac. Sigh i miss watching that show, it was good stuff.

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Today's compass test was long and tiring. Many months during which my brain totally degenerated didn't do me much favours either. But I have to admit that some parts of the test were actually quite fun! It was fun playing with the joystick, and so were some of their questions.

15 days left!

JUST DAANCE!!!!!

2009-03-24T00:01:00.003+08:00

I've always been told to put on more weight. I weighed myself a few days back and the scale read 67kg. It's nice to put on weight, but it sucks when the weight is kinda localised at one area. I can clearly see i'm becoming a true blue indian man, with the very visible belly, as many of my friends have dearly pointed out. I hope army helps me lose that belly of mine.

Uni apps are over for now i guess. So its chem engn at NUS and mech engn at NTU. I'm definitely picking NUS over NTU.

Weh

2009-03-20T01:14:00.003+08:00

I'm really sleepy haha.

Hm, A levels results were really a pleasant surprise. And shocking too. You should have seen suhana's face when I told her my econs grade. Haha. Ella pugalum iraivanuke, really.

Been doing up uni applications now and i've only applied to NUS so far. Chem engn, Mech engn, Civil Engn, Electrical Engn and Science. Haha, I'm probably going to apply for the same courses for NTU, but maybe just put Mech engn as first choice. So tell me if you're planning to apply to the same courses as well!

I've used my boots three times so far, and playing soccer with them has been really great! But after playing soccer a bit too much, my big toe has experienced some sort of internal bleeding, and it was quite painful. So i have to abstain from soccer for awhile, apparently. Sigh.

And next thurs is my compass test! I really, really hope it goes well.

23 days left! Seems long! But I doubt it'll be.

2009-03-08T00:42:00.002+08:00

'I just want to say to you all tonight I'm very grateful to be here. A lot of people told me that I'd never wrestle again and that's all I do. You know, if you live hard and play hard and you burn the candle at both ends, you pay the price for it. You know in this life you can lose everything you love, everything that loves you. Now I don't hear as good as I used to and I forget stuff and I aint as pretty as I used to be but god damn it I'm still standing here and I'm The Ram. As times goes by, as times goes by, they say "he's washed up", "he's finished" , "he's a loser", "he's all through". You know what? The only one that's going to tell me when I'm through doing my thing is you people here.'

2009-03-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

i think i am going to remove this soon.

2009-02-11T22:42:00.002+08:00

I'm a late bloomer. I only started doing well in school in Sec 2 in VS.
I really have no idea why I went t VS in the first place. I didn't really pay much attention to the 6 choices made by my parents. Neither did I consider the possible repercussions of travelling to the east coast every morning.
I honestly do not have any regrets over coming to VS. I would have never been able to come to VJC otherwise.
Which brings me to my next point. VJC is officially the best thing that has happened to me yet.
I can categorise my life thus far into 3 distinct stages. a) My Fuhua Self b) My VS Self and c) My VJC Self.
Out of the 3 aforementioned stages, I respect my VS self the most. Despite having few friends, I believe i was a very strong individual and I was always confident (bordering on over confidence on many occasions) of myself. I was always happy with myself, and the fact that I did not need to rely on others for my happiness.
The above mentioned qualities more or less eroded slowly upon entering VJ. Confidence was ultimately replaced by self doubt.
However, along with the confidence crisis also came a whole new set of friends, from whom have learnt so much.
During my IP days, I think the 2 people to whom I may have talked the most might be Wilbur and Desmond. Personally, I think i learnt a lot from talking to the both of them. and their contrasting views.
One of the first friends I made back in IP was Wilbur. And he went on to become one of my best friends. Still.
I can never forget winning Invigorate soccer with v14!
The best time I ever had doing a project was the BTNR one. Together with christine, margaret, chun han and wilbur.
The Japan trip back in IP1 was the one of the awesome-est trips ever. Ever.
In all my years of schooling, JC 1 and 2 were no doubt the best.
07S46 was damn fun.
I really hope the friends I've made in s46 last.
Talking to nick has changed me. In a good way. (Or so i think)
I've been friends with Eugene longer than anyone else, since sec 1. He calls to rant nowadays and gives me advice whenever needed.
I don't like to eat. From pri 5 till sec 2, i never ate during recess or lunch break. I found eating tiresome, and only ate if I was starving (which was rare). I lived off fluids most of the time. And in VS I sold my mom's sandwiches for money for a certain period. It was a lucrative business. I only started eating somewhat regularly after coming to vj and realising that i was severely underweight.
I've always been a slow eater. I've been clearing the plates most of the time for the past 2 years at my class tables.
Oh that reminds me, I used to sell homework too, back in VS. I got reminded after the sandwich story.
I've been a jurong kid all my life.
I love playing soccer and floorball.
I'll be enlisting in army in 2 mths thereabouts.
I really love 07s46 a lot. A lot.

2009-02-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

I keep hearing the planes fly outside my house. Now's the time I think.

Boolean Algebra

2009-01-14T23:19:00.003+08:00

Hello all. I am really rotting away right now. April seems very far away and time is really moving by very very slowly. I've been training to become the perfect house husband, sweeping the household, washing and drying the clothes, washing the dishes. And recently, my mother has been teaching me to cook as well. So yes, I am learning to cook now as well. At least I've been keeping myself occupied.

Monday was the golden globes, and I'm really happy that AR Rahman won a globe.

And I am eating too much macs!

And I just realised my BTT is next friday.

your love makes me strong; your hate makes me unstoppable.

Windows Live Messenger

2009-01-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

I would have liked to blog last night, but my dad seem pretty insistent on everyone sleeping right after countdown. New year's eve was great. I had dinner with michelle and JT at the Blue Jazz Cafe along Bugis. It was quite nice chatting with the both of them, and it was a pleasant surprise really :) The three of us headed down to Megan's church afterwards, before heading off to our respective homes. Countdown was at home with the family, as always. Hit the bed after that and woke up late the next day.

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Somehow, I seem very apprehensive of 2009. I really have no idea why. 2008 was an awesome year, but it marked the end of a very enjoyable phase in my life. It marks the end of my time in VJ. I won't be wearing a uniform (school) anymore. Oh man, this just sucks.

Bye 2008, I really loved you a lot.

Now onto 2009.

Exercising is the best cure for depression

2008-12-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

Today while jogging, i felt a stabbing pain in my chest.

And a part of me just hoped I died there.

The Last Lecture

2008-12-27T10:44:00.002+08:00

Many people asked whether I'd buy the book like Mr Chan had asked us to, but I told them I'd watch it on Youtube.

Nearly 10 weeks later, I've finally watched it. At first I thought I'd watch it in parts, but I ended up watching the entire lecture in one sitting without moving at all.

And this was just the thing I needed right now.

TEVEZ AH

2008-12-27T00:23:00.002+08:00

Hello all. Today soccer was long, tiring and a bit life threatening. It was okay at the start, but then there were certain moments where i feared for my life:

1) When I was goalkeeping and Manraj had the ball
2) Louis' fearless tackling and ultra painful studs
3) The random people who ran around as though they were in some death match and forgot that it was just a game between friends. Heh.

So after much loading at KFC and a long chit chat session with some of the guys, headed back home to sleep. Much to my embarrasment, fell asleep on the shoulder of the person beside me on the train. Thankfully, he was asleep as well. The moment I came back home, I slept like a log. Too shag to do anything else.

I didn't go to watch the match with the rest of the guys anyway, cos of other things. Either way, TEVEZ MA MAN scored! But Berba assisted, sigh.

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Oh ya! The classmates came over on tuesday! It was really fun (in some cases at the expense of others) and I'm glad I called the class down to my house. Thanks to nick for suggesting the idea to me in the first place, and I hope everyone has a different impression of the west now too!

I think I've finally reached a point where I just need to sit down and think about everything I've done so far. Every wrong move, every right move, every single little aspect of my life thus far. More importantly, I want to come to peace with myself, and convince myself I'm capable of so muc more.

Even though I probably had one of the best times of my life in VJ, my confidence and self-esteem has suffered major blows during this period too. So like I said earlier, what I need now more than anything is to convince myself, as hard as it may be.

VAAAAAA

2008-12-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

To all those who have watched it: Vaaranam Aayiram is possibly the best movie I've ever watched.

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Life has been good. Too good to be true.

Apart from the fact that I actually watched Twilight. But then again, cosmic balance. A disgusting movie on friday but a totally awesome movie on saturday to more than make up for it.

Once again, anyone soccering, please call me along!

2008-12-07T03:24:00.000+08:00

Who needs berbatov when you have vidic?

SURVIVOR!

2008-12-06T23:53:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyy. So a lot has happened since. Prom was just a mass photo taking session, but it was a fun night none the less. I had to make a choice between O bar and Ashley's house, but went to Ashley's house in the end. Haha, had a fun time playing with her Xbox 360 there, with the Beijing Olympics and all.

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I've been watching too much survivor recently. I started off by watching Gabon. That made me want to watch cook islands again. I think cook islands was possibly one of the best survivor seasons ever. But, it was kinda predictable, but still my favourite ever. I just finised watching Micronesia, far more cut throat than Cook Islands which i guess ultimately made it more exciting to watch. I think survivor exile island was really quite exciting as well, but i just can't watch the final few episodes cos i can't find the links! So if anyone knows where i can find the links, please tell me! And Cirie is really a power woman. She's the master at mind games and that's by far the greatest asset in survivor, not being physically strong.

I guess Gabon is okay, but i don't really like the settings very much. I think Micronesia and the Cook Islands were far more beautiful. The one thing I love about survivor is the immunity and reward challenges! I think the people in charge of the challenges must be really creative to come up with stuff like that.

I always dream of competing in those immunity challenges. Really. I just remembered what desmond once said in his blog. A survivor comprising of just extremely smart people. Wow, the mind games alone would be sickening. But then again. that's what makes survivor so interesting. It's like why the start of any survivor season is usually quite boring and only starts to get more exciting towards the end. Haha that's why Gabon is getting more fun now. I hope Bob wins man.

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AH. Okay, i've been so bored recently. Tell me if anyone is playing soccer anytime soon!

East vs West

2008-11-29T23:31:00.002+08:00

Haha, having been travelling to the east every day for the past 6 years, I hardly noticed any difference between the east of singapore and the west. Everything was the same, the people the places, everything. I mean, Singapore's so small, how different could one end be from another right? Amazingly, my friends have told me that the east is very different from the west, and that they find people from the west very weird and all. I admit, I was sad at first, but then i realised there had to be a reason for this. So friends, I've tried to understand why the west is so different from the east, and hopefully i make sense.

I think the estates in the west are way older than those in the east. I was roaming the streets of jurong west earlier today and i realised how old and run down the neighbourhood i was walking through was.

I think (though this may be a generalisation), that the people in the west are poorer. When i speak of west, I mean the deep west, like jurong, boon lay and clementi. If the number of condominums and private estaes are an accurate gauge of the wealth of the people who live in a particular area (although this may not be entirely true), i think people from the east are way richer. There are just so many private houses, terraces, condominiums along katong, marine parade, kemabangan, tanah merah, changi. The west is mainly made up of HDB estates. So i guess this in turn results in a difference in the type of people who come from the east and the west.

Now I know why i suck at econs. Anyway, back to the story.

In my opinion, i think the reasons stated above are damn lame. I honestly don't know why people from my side of the country are weird, and I couldn't care less haha. Anyway, Jurong is an awesome place, really. I don't really know about the rest of the west, but jurong east is a nice place at least.

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And today I went to take some passport size photographs.

And apparently I've put on weight, according to my photographer. I'm a fat man. I'm the new gemuk.

Sigh. \

This was a totally pathetic post, and a lame attempt to revive my dying blog. So tag, and make me feel happy people.

2008-11-18T23:10:00.002+08:00

I've realised that more than anything, I'm damn bloody relieved. And I couldn't have asked for a better ending that physics paper 1 (which was way better than chem paper 1).

Thank you family and friends, for all the help and support through one of the most torturous periods in my life thus far (even though these past 15 days did zoom by very fast). Heh.

2008-10-22T13:24:00.002+08:00

Your son is a smoker.

Guten Tag

2008-06-09T14:44:00.002+08:00

Hey and guten tag to all. Germany and Holland for Euro.

Floorball camp was fun, the only drawback was that I wasn't able to study much. I tried studying with Eric but ended up not doing anything at all, haha. But nonetheless, I really enjoyed the camp and I had a great time. And of course thanks to the team and the EXCO in particular for making this a fun camp.

I also had a fun time playing soccer during the camp. It was the first time in a long time that I actually had a good game of soccer. 3v3. Haha and of course the BBQ. And Yan's banglafied and bangalicious. All was fun and well.

Incidentally it's my Dad's birthday today. We celebrated it at my sis' place yesterday. We got him a Nat Geo Special on the biography of the Earth, as well as a collection of Dr Seuss's Classics, haha. Hm, hope he likes them.

Shit man. I feel damn tired now. Haha. I've just been thinking about so many hypothetical situations about so many different things that I'm slowly losing focus on reality. Like for instance, I went for tuition today at the wrong time, 3 hours earlier. That completely sucks man. I think about other people and things, that I completely forget about the things that should matter the most to me. Sigh.

Time to focus.

After watching Kung Fu Panda later.

oh yeah.

2008-05-26T17:30:00.002+08:00

Hey. So here's a post before May ends.

The term's over, but its by no means a break. It's a MUGFEST. INFESTED. FLACCID. Stupid justin.

Onto other happenings, the sports season was damn exciting as usual. I managed to watch most of the soccer matches in school, the 3rd-4th placing for TT, 2 tennis boys' matches and the finals for soccer boys and girls and hockey finals. I dunno, watching matches is just extremely exciting. It just pumps you up and you get so bloody high it can get quite embarrassing at times. Then again, its still fun, and I had a great (painful at times) time watching the matches. There's just something about the players playing for the team and the school more than anything else that is just so admirable.

Oh yeah, i got a notice from cmpb at the start of this month asking me to enlist next month. Haha i was really damn scared at first when I read it. Thankfully, my parents went down to depot road to settle the problem.

May has been a good month. Hectic but definitely exciting. Things will probably change drastically from now onwards. The MAD rush to the big As' begins now.

And i just realised that... I'm hungry.

yo.

2008-04-26T08:20:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone. It's been a long time, and i'm finally in the mood. So yeah, I shall do what I haven't done in a long time.

I've finally gotten a gold for my NAPHA. I guess it's a given for some people. I'm really happy that i got it after 6 years. I was damn tired after the 5 stations itself. Thank goodness it wasn't too hot when we ran 2.4. My sit and reach nearly screwed me up, but i wasn't going to get a silver cos of that. I did it again and made sure i did well enough to get my gold.

I watched justin's tennis match after that. It was an extremely tense match to watch. too bad vj lost in the tiebreaker. But it was damn fun cheering with joel, clara, nick and neb. And we pissed the big guy off. Hah!

Floorball straight after that, from 5 to 9. Time flew by and it was actually quite alright! Haha cabbed back home after that, ate and slept.

Today is the great Man U and chelsea game. Most probably going down to CHIJMES to watch it since i got no sports group at home. MAN U FTW!

2008-04-05T15:15:00.002+08:00

Hey. 9:18 for 2.4! Alright! haha, but i think it's only because we ran around school and not around the track. My timing would have been worse had we run around the track.

Haha I realise its been a long time. But then again, nothing has happened either. There was that 3 a side floorball competition and my team (Anil, Desmond and Edison) got fourth. Hm that was really long ago. Then there was Anil's birthday. Apart from that, I can't think of anything else that has happened. I really cannot remember. I just know that there are a LOT of birthdays coming up.

I've just been feeling very sad and used over this period, and i still do feel that way. Its just very confusing when you try to make things better, but ultimately, make it worse for yourself and those around you. It's just very tiring when this kind of thing happens and I don't know what to do. Sigh.

Now to get back to work.

Lowwwwww.

2008-03-22T09:37:00.002+08:00

Hey. This week has been kinda slack which is a good thing. But we also got back our results, which is a bad thing. Physics was poorly done, and it's too late for tuition now. So i don't really know where to go on from here. M and C were not too good either i guess, but P is making me very worried now ): And I really don't feel like getting back E and GP next week haha.

Apart from that, went late for training on wednesday cos the bus broke down and went late on friday cos someone fainted on the train, and the train stopped for awhile at raffles place to treat her. I went late for training twice for this kind of freak accidents, which has resulted in many people not believing me. It really is true ):

Thursday was a good workout at Cage. But i realise that my soccer has deteriorated since IP2. I think my soccer peak was at IP2. Now, haha, it's a totally different story. But it was fun playing with s46 + Manraj + Chunhan and lunched after that at KFC to gain back all the weight lost. I'm on a intensive weight gaining program now, to gain as much weight as I can before April 10 (i.e. my medical check up). I really don't want to be underweight ):

Oh yeah, yesterday went to dhoby gauht with desmond to get some CD and ended meeting the rock climbers. Sat down, ate, talked a bit and left after that. Now my thighs are aching damn badly. And note to self: never do boxing with Anil ever again - he doesn't punch to train, he punches to kill, haha.

Sad ):

2008-03-15T09:18:00.002+08:00

Hey. Many things have happened. CTs over. March holidays about to be over. This really sucks big time.

I was checking my BMI the other day and i realised that i was underweight. This is indeed very tragic. The weight that I work so hard to gain during the holidays is lost during school time.

I managed to watch step up 2 on thursday. Due to the ingenuity of michelle and jovena, we were able to get 7 tickets. The movie itself was okay, the dance moves were quite cool. And now i'm inspired to start my own crew. Haha.

Yeah, so I guess the Writer's Strike is more or less coming to an end. So now there is more family guy to watch. So, Bye.

JJJJJUNO

2008-02-23T09:33:00.002+08:00

Hey. Yesterday was a good slack day for me. In a very long time. School ended at like 1245 just ate lunch, went for the talk, went for the auditions, watched people perform and headed down to suntec for dinner. I ate at the new Kenny Rogers, which totally sucks. It may be bigger and stuff, but it doesn't have the charm of the old one. I really miss the old KG.

After that went down to Vivo for JUNO. I heard many people telling me it was a good movie, and I wasn't disappointed in anyway at all. And it was a damn funny movie as well. Ellen Page was really good. I don't know why, but I think Juno is the kind of movie which I needed to watch at this point of time. Lol, I didn't check my watch throughout the movie, so from that you can guess that I really, really loved the movie.

Came back home by about 1130, and slept immediately, still thinking about Juno. They should make more movies like Juno and Little Miss Sunshine. There's something so similar between the two.

So yeah. That's how my awesome friday was spent. Now to make up for lost time.

I had a dream.

2008-02-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hey. I had a dream. It was sort of like a competition in which each competitor had to hit this patch with his hand as hard as he could. It was my turn, and I hit the patch.

Then I woke up, and realised I was on the train. I had just hit the girl beside me.

Sheesh.

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2008-02-16T09:30:00.003+08:00

Hey. So I guess I've run my last x-country in school. But i'm glad I gave it my best shot :)

I didn't get to see the girls finish their run. I just went straight to the place where the guys started their run. A bottleneck I tell you, sheesh. Soon after the race started and everyone just zoomed past me, as usual. The running was good mainly due to the awesome weather. The sun was there, but the breeze was beautiful. Not too strong, just nice. That helped the guys a lot. The guys run was pretty competitive, becoming quite rough at certain instances. Thank goodness there were no major pile ups or anything. Ran with different people on the route. The last person i ran was with wilbur. And while we were running, some idiot came between the both of us and nudged us, and I nearly fell down there. Damn irritated.

Wilbur needed to go for his usual puking session after that nudge, so i decided to run behind that guy and burn him at the end and make him cry. Unfortunately, there wasn't any need to burn that donkey as he was too tired and started into a slow jog. LOL. After that, entered school, just gave it my all to sprint past the rest (thanks to the security guard (: ) collected my position card, and started retching by the drain. I'm really glad i didn't eat anything that morning. Got a nice bottle of soap for getting top 100.

The other classmates did well too! For the girls, Megan and Ashley got top 10 as expected, but sadly they were sick, so they couldn't better their positions. Nick and Nazri got top 20 as well! And the rest of s46 did well enough to keep the average low, so we got the fastest CT prize! Again! Alright.

So we brought the hamper and everything to Ashley's house(s) to eat and relax. Ate lots of pizza courtesy of Ms Chiam and watched Robin Hood: Men in Tights. It was a damn funny movie, and seriously lame at some parts. After that, one group started playing Mahjong at that cool electronic table while the rest of us played card games. First we played go fish, which was alright. It was only the Homo after that which was super fun. Megan and I were leading at first, then suddenly our lead got cut cos of nazri and justin. Then eugene and wang lu god-moded their way to victory, haha. Tracy and ashley tried changing the seating arrangement in order to get a point, to no avail, haha. I never knew Homo was so much of fun, lol.

Cleared up and left Ashley's house after that. Went paya lebar MRT with the rest and went back home, to sum up a good day.

apologise

2008-02-02T09:39:00.001+08:00

Hey.

I'm alone at home now. Sometimes, its nice to have the whole house to myself. The house is very calm and peaceful. Very nice. So I've been spending most of time on the comp doing quite useless stuff.

On a different note, bus rides have been interesting this past week. One sure did give me a laugh - the mats screaming access denied. The other one was a bit funny when the mad guy screamed at the J1, but it wasn't really funny when that guy banged his head so much that it started bleeding. The bloodstains on the window were pretty gross.

SPAs this week were pathetic in my opinion. I just hope my actually spa doesn't turn out this way. Horribly done.

This week was an average one, but ended on low note because of that stupid ball incident.

I really don't know why but I'm getting tired of everything around me. Just so tired and bored. I have no idea why I do certain things which isn't going to help me in any way at all. And as much as I try, being unable to be the person I want to be just sucks.

Let's hope indonesia does me some good.

Hold.

2008-01-20T21:23:00.000+08:00

Hey. My Dad got this new set of JBL speakers for my sis for her iPod. It's damn cool man. I wish I had one as well, but I'd have no use for it. Sigh. But those speakers are seriously damn loud and aweeeeeeeesome. Anyway, still feel quite down, as if I'm not fully fit yet. I guess I'm still recuperating, but after going to school, I think the recuperation will slow down again. It's not fun being sick! Haha.

Haha money woes. Just finished paying so much of money for all the different subjects. And jared just smsed me to bring 20 bucks tmr. Sigh. Haha, i'm a poor man.

Today was relatively slack I guess. Just did my econs essay in the morning, and lepaked for the rest of the day. I've realised that working in the school library is a very good thing. I stayed back at the library one day since my mom told me that I either sleep or waste time on the comp if i come home. And to my amazement, I was able to do work in the library. Haha, but I don't want to become a mugger.

So I am slowly beginning to feel that i'm J2. As much as I don't want to feel that. Sheesh. And the CT 1 timetables are out, sigh.

On a positive note, I'll be going to Indonesia over the Chinese New Year break! To R&R! Alright.

Starlight

2008-01-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hey.

I got to play my first complete match yesterday! Haha, the feeling was great.

I just got a letter from CMPB yesterday. I need to go down for my medical check up next month. Sheesh, time is flying. I thought this would happen some time later in the year.

Other than that, school has started for good now that orientation is over. All the lectures, tutorials, everything.

I hope i don't get swamped with too many things, even though its going to happen sooner or later.

And it sucks to be sick. ):

BOOOOOOOOSh.

2008-01-06T09:35:00.000+08:00

Hey. My birthday's gone, just like that haha. But i must say, this birthday has been a really great.

Friday was awesome, celebrated my birthday with my friends. For the first time ever. haha. Had some really good cake in the morning with the rest. Went down to Aston's for lunch, with the non-OGLs. The place wasn't too bad, and food was quite nice as well. Haha, I promise to make it up to you guys, one way or another.

Yesterday i went down to Raffles City for dinner with my family. It was good food too. And i was quite shocked when my Dad gave me a beer to drink, LOL. That was a Kingfisher. My sister and her husband asked me to try an Erdinger after that. They both tasted really bad. And I'm not going to drink beer any time soon. Alcohol is an acquired taste I guess. But it sure was fun drinking a bit.

So yeah, that's how I spent my birthday over 2 days.

With the people I treasure the most in my life. Thanks for making this one so memorable for me.

I am Walrus

2007-12-31T12:58:00.000+08:00

Hey. The new year is coming in about 11 hours. Its going to be a quiet gathering at home, just my parents and myself. Everyone else has gone overseas.

Well, 2007 has been better than most odd years. I always thought that odd years weren't too good to me. But recent odd years have been getting better. 2007 was a relatively good odd year in that sense. Even though the year may not have started off well, certain things have made up for it, and i'm glad cos of these little things. This year has been one which i guess i'll treasure in the long run, for the friendships made and for those relationships that have strengthened.

I told some people in the beginning of the year that school was becoming a drag and that i was very unsure and lost in the JC system. Things have improved over the year i guess, but many doubts still remain, many questions unanswered. I worried too much about a lot of things this year and as a result lost out on a lot of things. But I've been able to pull through this year mainly because of the people around me and I thank you all for that.

Next year is going to be my last in a school, and amongst all the schools I've been to, I have to say that VJ is the best. I came at a very transitory period in my life. And i've realised that i've changed a lot, together with VJ. I think i'm right in saying that VJ has made me a better person and this more evident than ever in 2007. Looking back at the kind of person i was 2 years ago, and who i am now, surprises me.

I didn't but FIFA 2008 in the end, and as much as that deeply saddens me, I think I made a good decision. I spent more time with my family which I realise is going to be extremely scarce from next year onwards.

Next year is going to be a roller coaster, and i want to enjoy every bit to the fullest. And that's what I want for next year - a year without regrets.

And with that, thank you very much if actually read the whole post.

And of course. A Happy New Year to all (:

Strawberry Fields Forever.

2007-12-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

Hey. A merry christmas to all! A typical christmas at home, no one really cared much about it. Well, at least we watched most of the christmas specials. We watched Christmas with the Kranks and Polar Express, which is a good thing. I went to watch Across the Universe, this movie-musical based on a lot of beatles' songs. And i also watched Enchanted! I loved that movie, especially the Princess! Sheesh.

Now, i was hoping for some soccer over the hols but it never really materialised. Sigh. I've been going for training regularly and that has taken up most of time. I've also been trying to finish up most of the holiday homework. And of course, my computer has exploded. Suddenly. It just died. But i guess it worked hard for 5 years, which is more than can be expected for a desktop. Now i just need to learn plug in the router and configure it when the new computer comes home.

It's really sad i guess, that these holidays are coming to an end so fast. And as much as I don't look forward to next year, I guess it is time. I cant say i've been doing much good at home either, maybe school might be better. I didn't do many things that i planned to do over the holidays. For instance, i didnt work on my 2.4 and pullups. I didn't.... I just didn't do a lot of stuff that i was hoping to do. Sheesh. I guess i'll always regret that. Nevermind. I guess I can work on pullups in school next year. Must do enough to get a gold! Hopefully the last year i do napha(?) i get a gold (:

So yeah. Adios people.

Strawberry Fields Forever.

2007-12-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hey! I'm going to watch The Musical, Queen!

I want to see Mig Ayesa!

Haha, yay.

Guten Tag

2007-12-12T09:16:00.000+08:00

Hey. How are you all? Are you all fine?

After doing a few pages of the vocab list, i realised that most of the words are from the SAT book. So i've been using that instead, heh. So yeah, if you have a SAT book at home, you should use it to complete your vocab list!

Yesterday was pretty boring. Did nothing much. Just went to VS for floorball training. It was then when I realised how important VS was to me, even though I was there for only 2 years. I dunno why, but that thought suddenly hit me. I always tell most people that VJ is so much more better than VS. But what i forgot was that VS was essentially different from VJ, and that these 2 cannot be compared at all. I gleaned much from my VS experience. And even though I hardly keep in touch with any of my VS buddies, I still think those 2 years there were one of the most important parts of my life.

Wah, i hate talking like this. I'm just doing this because i have nothing else left to do.

Moving on, i have yet to buy my FIFA 08. I think i'm not going to buy it anymore. Sheesh. I should have bought it much earlier.

Anyway, a reminder to all, apparently there are only 21 (?) days left for school to re-open. yay.

Till then, i shall continue to watch Family guy and Whose line, 2 damn funny shows (:

All these things i've done

2007-12-11T07:21:00.000+08:00

Hey. There has been much happening over the past month. I've been going to Simtech for the past 3 weeks. It wasn't as bad as i thought it'd be, as the other research interns there are pretty nice people. A lot of time was spent playing bridge, teaching others minesweeper, learning freecell, and actually doing our work. Too bad we only found the foosball table on friday ):

So, i guess there's a lot of stuff that i've learnt from that attachment. But most important of all, as mentioned earlier, i think i've realised that i don't want to be a researcher anymore haha.

Moving on, I completed my SAT on December 1. It was okay i guess. There was just no one i knew at St Francis ): The test was super long, and i was so relieved to finally finish it. It was only after that i could enjoy my holidays in peace. So yeah, that's over.

If anyone is playing soccer, please call me along, cos i feel like playing (:

Other than that, adios.

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2007-11-19T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hey y'all. This past few days haven't been fun. They were spent at Simtech doing stuff which wasn't fun, and even boring at times. I really hope it gets better soon. Grinding stuff in a lab for 3 hours can be lonely and extremely depressing. It's a good this I talked to my mentor about letting me off for training at least once a week, if not it would seriously be damn boring. And its great that she's leaving on the 9th, so my attachment will hopefully be shortened by a week. Haha yay.

Today went to the temple to pray after finishing work at NTU. And who should I meet on the train, but the twins! Haha, a tired pair of twins. Talked to them from buona vista to outram. At least they got seats at outram park, beside each other! My mom was pretty surprised they looked so different haha.

Just came back home after dinner with the parents. It's been like this lately. Just the 3 of us. Sheesh, it's been a long time since the 5 of us (my parents, my 2 sisters and myself) went for a holiday together. The last time we went overseas was for my sister's wedding and even then went in like 2 separate groups. I doubt we'll ever go on a holiday together again.

I sure do miss the old days.

Boo Ya!

2007-11-12T15:40:00.000+08:00

Hey. Lo. You know what really sucks?

Falling asleep at Jurong East and having to wake up at Chinese Garden man. Seriously. Woke up as the train doors were about to close. Sheesh.

Life sucks pretty much. Definitely not maximising my holidays at all. I went to watch Rendition the other day. It was okay I guess, not spectacular or anything.

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I guess I'm putting things into perspective now. And I've realised that in NS, I really want to get into Air Force, or at the very least OCS. I don't want to go to NS and just waste my 2 years doing something stupid and useless. From what I've heard, only the smartest and the strongest can get into it. So yeah, I guess its time to starting working hard towards that goal for now.

And I guess NS would give me the time I need to think as well. I think I'll be able to like choose what I want to do in life when I'm in NS. Cos I have no idea of what I wanna do at all in uni. I mean yeah, there's engineering. But what am I going to do with that degree? I have absolutely no idea whatsoever.

So for now, it's time to work hard, get good grades and be fit. Even though that doesn't determine whether I get into Airforce or OCS, I'm sure it'll help loads.

2007-11-03T09:36:00.000+08:00

Hey. So yeah. PW is over. On the first day as well, haha. At last. Thanks to my awesome group mates who made this pw journey absolutely bearable and even fun! Margaret, MattHo, Louis and Nick!

Haha yeah. So PW is over. My parents brought me to Fish &co. the day PW ended. I really don't know why they brought me there. I guess it was some sort of reward of some sort. Then when eating i felt something get stuck in my throat and i couldn't swallow it either. Felt like puking, so I ran to the toilet. I couldn't spit it out either. So i had to pull out that piece of whatever from my mouth. It was pretty cool, seeing that long strand of squid coming out of my mouth. Admired it for a while before throwing it away. Felt like a magician!

Anyway, got myself a new floorball stick haha. Feels cool to play with it.

And yesterday was yangen's birthday so the guys (well some at least) went to play soccer before going of to BK for lunch. Made a cake out of Hershey's Sundae Pies and a candle out of a fry dipped in chilli sauce. Sang him a birthday song after which everyone rushed off to where ever they were all going.

Happy birthday yangen, and hope you had a fun time (:

crap

2007-10-25T07:58:00.000+08:00

Hey. Got physics H3. But conditional.

Ah heck. Despite my poor record in physics, I think i'm going to do it.

Hah.

OCEAN'S!

2007-10-13T08:52:00.001+08:00

Hey, Dey, whatever. Yesterday was a good day. After spending most of the morning doing PW, most of the class went over to ben's house for an Ocean's Marathon! That was only after Justin finished watching his favourite scene from the Dead Man's Chest.

Well, Ocean's 12 was great! And Ocean's 13 too! But Ocean's 12 will always be my favourite haha.

Now to clean up my room.

PW

2007-10-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hey. So today morning went to school to play floorball after nick proved a point last night. At school, the volleyball girls were using the hall. So we ended up playing street soccer while waiting to play floorball. Edward, JH, Anil, Desmond and myself went to play at Marine Terrace and Nick joined us as well. Played with some St Pats dudes. After that came back to school and lazed around waiting to play floorball. But since it took quite some time, just changed and was about to leave when the rest started playing. Played for about 10 mins and left after that.

Came back home, ate, and slept. Woke up, watched tv and went to buy dinner. Ate and now i'm doing this.

When there is PW to do.

Which is ironically about blogging. Haha.

Siblings

2007-10-03T20:39:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Now that I've finished watching most of the 5 seasons of Family Guy and 2 seasons of How I've Met Your Mom, I've started watching Brothers & Sisters upon the recommendation of my sister. It's definitely not like HIMYM or Family Guy. But it's still awesome. I think everyone should watch it.

But I'm just worried that it'll become a bad show in its second season like so many other promising shows. Prison Break, Grey's Anatomy and of course LOST.

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The past few days have been so so. Went to play street soccer with some of the class guys plus some other guys. I really felt super shag in the beginning i couldn't even kick the ball. I just went and sat out, poured some water on my face and just lay on the ground there. Was damn tired. It said a lot of my sedentary lifestyle over the promo period.

After playing till about 11, we went back to school to shower and eat. After eating, louis, foo and i went to play pool while willy joined us later. Then just went back home and slept.

Today was the chem O selection test. Sheesh.

Well. Now its PW.

Finally

2007-09-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hey. So the exams have ended. Some what. Just finished watching Little Miss Sunshine. It's a really nice movie. Really. Everyone should watch it. It's just very light-hearted. Not too intense or draining. But people who don't like to hear fuck wouldn't like the movie too much i think. Haha.

There's lots to do over these holidays. However, right now, I am just taking a well-needed break. Just lepaking for the past few days. On friday after chem, some 46-ers went to Pizza Hut@Bedok to eat after which we went to Zeri's house to watch Ocean's 11. The girls left early to go to the Night Safari while the guys decided to start playing the xbox once they had left. Fifa and PGR!!!

Might be going down to cage one of these days to play soccer. Can't wait as I've never been there before. Hope to settle the details soon!

And my mom said i can get FIFA 2008! Woo hoo! Hopefully my results aren't too bad.

Good day to all.

And we must not waste this last, final, proper break we have before the mad rush to the A-levels begins.

So say we all.

Haha

2007-09-26T14:12:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Who needs Ronaldinho when you've got Giovanni Dos Santos (18), Bojan Krkic (17), and of course Leo Messi (20)?

Ronaldinho is so old compared to them. I think Eto'o should leave to Chelsea with Ronaldinho.

So go on Barca. Sell Ronaldinho to Chelsea and use the money well. The thought of seeing Chelsea suffer more is fun. Haha
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Tmr chem the day after physics and 3 hours later, liberty.

So yeah, gd luck everyone!

HowIMetYourMOM

2007-09-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

Hey. So what have I accomplished this past few days apart from studying?

I've grown fatter. I realised i can't see my rib cages anymore.

And I finished watching How I Met Your Mother (: It's a funny show, but I doubt many people would like it. Waiting for season 3 which coincidentally comes out on.... 28 September 2007! Wow.

Anyway, good luck guys and have fun!

Legen..... wait for it...

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Time to Dance

2007-09-04T23:02:00.002+08:00

Hey. Good day to all. Sadly, I need to study very hard in order to prevent the lecture test scenario from repeating itself. Thankfully, familyguynow.com, candystand pool, youtube and facebook have been sustaining me these past few days. After using facebook, u realise how pathetic friendster is. And u can't deny the fact that facebook has a lot more people :).

Oh yah, teachers' day was fine. Bought all the teacher's presents the day before at parkway with nick, zeri, eugene and anil. we tried our best to buy gifts that the teacher's would, erm, enjoy using. so yeah, hope they like it.

Teachers' day concert was quite fun. Got to see Brownian Motion peform, and they were good! Haha. After that, slacked for a super long time with the guys playing chapteh, watched some vids on youtube with chunhan, cleaven and benneb, lunched with cleaven then came back home. Didn't go back to fuhua or vs, sadly. But then again, no one i'd know would still be there anyway.

So yeah.

You should be studying.

Oh it's what you do to me

2007-08-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

Hey. It sure has been a long time since I last posted. Well nothing much has happened, except that reality has just slapped me in the face. Promos are in 20 days, according to Eugene, and i haven't started my revision yet. Got back Chem lecture test today. Was not one of the five in class who passed. Failed. As expected. But I didn't tear out my shirt button like i did when I got back my physics lecture test last term. I more or less was expecting somewhere around what I got. So, this is a wake up call for promos like how physics was a wake up call for mid years

Argh, have mock physics skill A test tmr. And I guess I can't really study for it either. Even if I could, I wouldn't since I have two free periods tmr morningvto study for it. Haha yeah. I do. I feel really worried for myself. I no longer put in as much effort in my work like i used to. Like today's econs case study. I didn't care if I finished it or what. I just wrote slowly, didn't care about what I was writing. Mostly nonsense. Bah. I guess all of this is a serious wake up call for me.

Plus there is PW. Need to finish up my part and send it to louis by 9pm tmr. But the thing is I doubt i can send it to him by 9 tmr. Thursdays are my longest days. Consequently, they are the most tiring as well. Plus i might be going down to get teachers' day presents after that. So... I think I may have to squeeze my PW somewhere in the middle of the day or come back home and rush my part and send it to louis. ARGH.

Yan Gen is a brave man. And I promise to be as brave as him if such an opportunity arises. HAHAHA.

BOOOOSH

2007-08-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

You know why Man Utd aren't performing?

I stopped watching them play.

Damn, i knew something like this would happen.

D-D-L.

hello.

2007-08-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hey. Today is a shockingly, boringly, tiring day. Shocking since only today morning i realised that there was going to be a chem lecture test. To make things worse, i do not know what is going to be tested. Secondly, i just realised that this wednesday i am going to have my Mock SPA and till now, i do not know which skill i'm going to be tested on. Haha, great.

Well, today was boring. PE was just body jam and after that was all the tutorials. Just a typical monday.

It's going to be tiring since my group needs to finish up our WR tonight. TONIGHT. MUHAHAHA. Although i dont think we can finish it by tonight. I am so damn tired already and I feel like sleeping. My right eye keeps tearing, and i hope zhao chen hasn't passed anything on. Everyone seems to be sick nowadays, and this is the worst possible time for anyone to fall sick.

To make things worse, man utd drew with reading. But seriously, from what i've heard, it was a one sided game and the only reason why man utd couldnt score was because reading had 10 of their own players in the penalty box. BRRRR.

I think i'll go for a power nap now before burning the midnight oil for PW.

d'oh

2007-08-05T15:19:00.000+08:00

Hey. Hey everybody. I don't know why, but I've been feeling extremely sad these past few days. I don't know why I am. Maybe I just really bored. I really don't know. Long journeys to school make me think about a lot of things i normally wouldn't want to, and most of the time, the regret and bitterness just overwhelm me.

School has been fine. Fell sick and took a break from school. It did me some good as i was able to recuperate quicker. Physics SPA was alright except for the fact that Mrs Tan spent quite some time changing all the equipment of my circuit (which wasn't working) when she realised that i hadn't connected my circuit properly. Nevertheless, I was able to finish my SPA on time.

I've started doing work once again now that floorball is over. Speaking of floorball, I don't know whether i can go through the same thing all over again next year. I mean, i enjoy the people and the game, but there's just something amiss. And the problem's surely with me.

Finally went for Chem O again after a very long time. Rate of Reactions. Was alright at the beginning but i sort of knocked out when he started going into to the math. Maybe I was just tired that day.

Saturday was PW. At school. Matt's macbook is awwwesome. That's what I want. It's just so sleek, so nice. We were able to cover some stuff, and finish up some other things as well. All in all, it was possibly one of our most effective meetings thus far. After that, some of us went to 7-11 to get stuff to eat. While sitting outside, we were talking about our families, or our fathers in particular. Hearing the stories made me feel more sad as well. Gosh, it must be the music i listen to. Avenged Sevenfold and The Killers make me too sad.

Everything just seems so sad and depressing right now. And I just don't know what triggered it all. The irony of it all.

Can't wait for the national day class outing(s). And soccer. I need something to make me tired.

And of course Simpsons. :)

Hola

2007-07-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

Hey. Hola. It's been a long time indeed. Thanks to everyone for their well-wishes over the past few weeks. So now that floorball is over, I can finally relax for a while. Even though, we could have done better than 3rd, its still an achievement for most of us. But personally, i am really disappointed with myself. Really. That I couldn't contribute in anyway at all.

Other than that, looks like i haven't mentioned my mid year results here. ABCEE for MCPGpE respectively. I didn't apply for any H3 as well. Don't think i'll find it interesting. Matrices? No thanks. Haha.

Many things have happened over the past month. The mass bastardation by Ms Chiam, Racial Harmony Day, Igloo, Floorball, a whole lot of crap. Haha, and i have decided to decrease the amount of time i spend at the igloo. It has been the root cause of a lot of problems recently, and yeah. Foosball is okay, but winning 11 at the igloo as been highly stressful at times.

Today was the earliest i reached home in nearly the entire year. Came home and slept till about 5. Woah. Feeling good now. Yeah. But I dunno, nothing seems to shake off this lethargy. I don't know. Everyone seems to be sad nowadays. Its the general mood of everyone. Or maybe it's just the rain.

But I can't say that I'm that sad. :)

PS: Deathly Hallows is seriously damn good. I made sure I finished reading the book on sunday so that i wouldn't get spoilered in school (like how i got spoilered by eugene last time for the hbp).

buzzzz

2007-07-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

Hey. So today i couldnt go to sentosa for floorball outing. Argh. Had to go and take a family potrait, now that my sister has graduated. The third one already haha. I doubt there's anymore space left at home for potraits.

I have been accepting the fact that when i put channel 23 or 24, i see only a blank screen. Yeah, so the only channel i can watch now is Starworld or AXN, and if i'm really desperate, channel 5. Yep. I've been spending more time on youtube as well. But i usually end up watching family guy. Which is damn funny.

Must be in school tmr at 9 am for training. 4.8km plus circuit. Haha die. Can't run and that coupled with circuit? Haha, wow. Thinking about it is tiring already. But soccering with the guys after that. Dunno whether I'll have the energy, but soccering with the s46 guys is always damn fun. Wonder what we might be doing after that.

Well now, school's going to start already. Bah. Break's over kid. And you know what? Nevermind. Shall not remind you all. But i think i just did. Ah, nevermind.

ciao.

Gone.

2007-06-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Looks like our 11 year relationship has come to an end.

The times we spent together; the sleepless nights i spent with you...

I'll never forget those wonderful times.

There were the good times, but there were the bad times as well.

But I'll forget you. Never.

Goodbye Starhub Sports Group. We have been through one price hike, but the next one was just too much.

I'll never forget you.

NS

2007-06-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hey. I just registered for NS today, and deferred for a year. Yep. Got my enlistment notice about a week ago I think. My parents were kinda worried about it and stuff, but i dunno why. Everything turned out fine. And i think I'll be called in for a medical test 6 months from now. Seems so weird.

I am going to NS. In 1.5 years time.

I thought that day was so far away, but its... coming so quick. Haha. But when I do go for NS, I really hope to get into the Airforce, cos I want to become pilot. But if I don't, then I would have to do something else. Not entirely sure what I want to do either. By the looks of it, i am most probably going to do an engineering degree, just like the rest of the family. I mean, apart from one lawyer and one policeman, everyone else in my family are engineers. Just different types of engineers, and i think I'm going to be the next in line. Family tradition see.

But then again, my family wants me to become a doctor. Which have no interest for. At all. Probably the closest thing to Medicine that I'd probably do is dentistry, and i would only do that to become an orthodontist in the end.

Apart from that I can't see what else I can possibly be. Haha, considering the subjects I'm taking, maybe an economist? An accountant? A banker? They all sound nice.

But to have a good career, I first need to study properly.

So yours truly shall bid farewell, in an effort to salvage his midyears.

Come on!

Mike.

2007-06-09T07:54:00.000+08:00

Hey. Yesterday was not bad at all. Woke up late and decided to go for training instead of going to vivo for CIP. It was quite a good decision. Training was quite alright. Went to dinner at BK after that with the rest of the team.

Well, I have no idea why I'm blogging in the morninig. At 8.00am. Brr. Anyway, today is my Dad's birthday. So going out for lunch + shrek 3 later. Haha yeah. Going to be fun i hope.

Going to have to work real hard now.

Arghhh

2007-06-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

Heyoh. Finally back after a long time. Not 18 days though.

Have been going for floorball trainings. Want to get into the team, but chances are near zero. Even if I do get in, I'll most probably be a bench warmer. Haha.

Onto more important matters. I got a letter today. Asking me to enlist/register for NS. Still no idea what I'm going to do.

Life's been going well i suppose. Just the thought of mid years seems a bit daunting.

Ciao.

Save now.

2007-05-27T22:50:00.001+08:00

Hey. It's been 18 days since I last blogged! Wows. Lots has happened since then. Anyway, the holidays have begun and there are lots of movies to watch. Just came back after watching POTC. Didn't find it very enjoyable. Bleh.

Last friday was full day. Ended up playing soccer and getting pissed off with some of the cricket guys. Went to watch the matches (soccer was tragic ): ), and rushed down to school with louis to watch majestia. Haha, saw eugene and du chen playing! Enjoyed the concert, even though quite a number of people were sleeping. Haha.

Argh, the june holidays are here.

Bah.

LSAP

2007-05-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hey. Today was my LSAP interview. And I was in the waiting room with this MJC girl and 2 guys from SA and NY. And I saw something from them which is so hard to see in people from top JCs.

Sincerity.

They have loads of it. Honestly. Working with others from top JCs for my RM last year, I realised how much of a attitude problem they could have. But in less than 3 mins, these guys could strike a conversation with me and not sound like they wanted to gain something from it.

Even if I don't get into LSAP, I've learnt something from them. Be sincere. Whatever you do, just be sincere about it.

Crash Boom Bang

2007-05-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hey. Today morning was the end of... wait... NAPFA is it? Yeah. Today was the end of it. Officially got my silver after my 2.4 run. Was damn shagged, but it was worth it I guess.

9.39.

A long way from the time i got 17 mins back in VS.

Thanks to all the people who were pushing us all on. I think it really made a difference for all of us. Wilbur, Nick, Matt Foo, Justin, Nick Kang, Eileen... I think that's about all I know of those who were officiating. Thanks guys!

Anyway, learnt alot of happenings from some people today. Felt sad, disappointed, sad, and finally relieved. I am more or less glad that I was so apprehensive of it in the first place. At least now I know the true nature of.... things. Yep.

So now I can approach other things with a better, clearer perspective.

Man, I am so stupid.

I'll never...

2007-05-04T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hey. This week was quite cool, despite the fact that I got the flu. Monday was NAPHA, 5 items. Got ACCCD. D for pullups as expected. I am just one shy of getting a gold. But i still don't think i'll be re-doing NAPHA just for this. My sit&reach was quite amazing. I had originally gotten an F for it. But thanks to Jobo, I was able to get an amazing 44cm on my next try, which means that I'll still be passing NAPHA this year. Woots. Oh yah, the SAJC-VJC soccer match also took place, which the floorball guys ended up watching. After that my group stayed back in school till 11pm to finish up GPP, which we didn't.

Tuesday was a good day too! Got to play a good, but extremely tiring round of soccer with nick, nazri, matt, louis and ben. It was really fun as this was the first time I played soccer in a very long time. After playing, we just crapped for a while before heading to school to shower. After lunching at Suntec, we went to VIVO for dinner. Lol, that's sounds quite retarded here, but yeah. After everyone came, we finally headed to the theatre 5 mins late to catch Spiderman 3. But it being GV, the movie started only 20 mins later, after all the trailers and ads. In my opinion, I didn't really like the movie very much. The graphics and effects were awesome, but the plot was really pathetic. In fact, there was no plot.

Wednesday was SC invest. Got to see the faces of the 24th students council blown up on the screen in the hall. This made some people very happy, lol. After that the flu bug set it. Went back home straight after chem to sleep and finish up GPP.

Was supposed to have gone for Phy SPA on Thursday, but was really shagged and sick. Just stayed at home and slept as I felt really bad. Nazri later called me to come down for the photo shoot. So, at about 2pm, I left for school and met everyone outside the PT. Got my umbrella from Ms Chiam, and she told me that apparently, my parents told her that I don't talk to them very much. So, she told me to start talking to my parents again. LOL.

Well, today was Econs test. Got tricked and misled by LS. But then again, he didn't promise us anything, so can't really blame him either. Hopefully can pass la.

So that's how this week has been wasted.

TGIF.

Gdnight.

Ownnned

2007-04-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hey. So today was IP open house. Turnout was pretty bad i guess. To me, the ip open house we had when we were all in IP1 was still the best. Things have never been as good since.

After that cabbed down to MI with Jared, John and Desmond. Managed to play in friendly against MI. I was damn bad la, and I think my line got pissed of with me haha. Sorry guys. But at least, we were all able to learn a lot of new stuff from the coach like using the boards, etc. The friendly was really fun!

Just came back from dinner, where Louis gave me a good commentary of the Man Utd vs Everton match by constantly smsing me.

MAN UTD PWN ALL.

Evs

2007-04-26T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hey. Today chem O was sad. Out of the possible 25, only 6 turned up. The attendance list was quite a sight - full attendance on the first lesson, and slowly the number of Os has started to increase. Some people have valid excuses, but the rest? I dunno...

Went to the igloo after Mr Seh's last class with us. Played 2 games of Winning 11. Won one but lost the other. I get so worked up when things don't go my way. I really need to learn to control my emotions when I play. Haha.

Today morning was sick. Really. Was raining like mad. Ended up sharing a cab with some Choir guy by the name of Victor from Paya Lebar. He was a nice guy, and told me that he was from TKSS. I like TKSS. Haha. Then came to school and slacked. Slacked at the sofas with nick, nazri and eugene. Whenever we talk, we somehow always start talking about the same topic all the time, wwhich is...

Anyway, tomorrow is Dramanite. I don't think i am going since I already have to spend on Labor Day Class Outing. So yea. Must save money. Hm. Humdedum.

A tribute to Freddie Mercury, the greatest. This may not be his best, but hell, its still great.

Blueee

2007-04-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hey.

After 2 and a half years, I have finally done it.

Yay.

Guten Tag!

2007-04-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hey. It's been a long time since I have actually posted. Well, i thought i'd post something today. Anyway, just came from turf city and i think this was VJ's best showing in a very long time! Hopefully we can get a half day tomorrow!

Other than that, I have just been slacking all along. When I get bored with work, i just smoke through it, just to finish it quickly. Anyway, all the mock SPAs are coming in and there are quite a few lecture tests coming along as well. Chem lecture test was screwd as well. I under-estimated the 50 mins that was allocated for the test. I dont care. I am going to mug so hard. This sudden underachievement is killing me slowly. And i honestly don't know what to expect for mid years as well, even though my seniors have told me to expect the worst. And I really want to do H3...

And I should start to be more involved in floorball as well. Argh.

Sometimes I just think about it, and i have realised that I have never used my 4 years in VJ properly. Most people would yearn for this opportunity, but I screwed up my chance. And its not just academics, but more of other stuff, like CCAs. I just want to make the most of this year, before settling down next year.

Its important to remember your priorities in life. But sometimes, we shouldn't let these dreams over shadow everything else.

Polar bear

2007-04-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

Hey. This week has been a bad one for me. Screwed up 3 tests. Smu, physics and chem as well. That's why i was quite sad throughout the entire week. Welcomed this 3 day break to catch up on all the stuff i am so far behind on. And i seriously need to start filing. Anyone who sees my bag at its current state will be very shocked as every worksheet given since the beginning of the year is still in my bag. Therefore, I shall start filing up.

I dunno, a lot of stuff has been running through my mind recently. Everything is in a disarray and I just can't do what I thought I could do well in. For instance, I thought this year would be better since i would doing PCM. I more or less wasnt looking forward for E. But right now, P has been scaring me. M and C arent going too well either. E has been better than expected but still screwed up. This was not how I viewed things. With the Mid-years coming along, some of seniors have told me to expect the worst. And i am just keeping my fingers crossed.

But it's just so typical of me to get worked up about such things. This is highly irritating. On a separate note, I have told my parents of my intention of getting into the airforce. So, hopefully, i can get into the airforce. Then, i can become a pilot. I just hope I can become one. Qualifying to become a pilot is hard, and the journey is even harder. But I know i want it. I also told them of what i would like to study in the uni as well. It would either be engineering or accounting, but accounting scares me. So in order of preferance: chemical, electrical, aerospace then mechanical. Well yeah, that's what i'd like to do.

But then again, i need to work hard to get there, whatever my ambition may be. I need to use that as motivation to work hard. Right now, the whole team China and team Singapore thing may seem really stupid and all, but at least it's making me do my tutorials =). Haha, its sad but true that I need this kind of motivation. I am sort of team Singapore's foreign talent and team China comprises of just Zhao Chen. haha. Right now, my fellow team Singapore members - justin and louis - are not happy with my performance, and understandably so.

So i guess its time for me to buck up.

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One day, a bear was walking down a street.
It tripped and fell into the river nearby. (Do not ask me why there's a street along the river.)
But the bear didn't drown. Why?
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It was a polar bear.

Now justin can say something else other than sodium and chlorine walking down a street.

Thank god for Mrs Yik, haha.

hello word /n

2007-03-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hey. Life has not been too bad on me these past few days. Let me see, monday went for floorball. Wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. Tuesday was... ok. Skipped third period PE since there was no floorball after that, and i had to wait 2 periods just for that. So i left to go back home before the sun sets. Today not bad either. Arts Day was kinda slack. Day finished with Chem Prac and IP briefing after that.

I don't know why, but I just feel so alone; so alienated from everything. There is just something missing, but I have no idea what it is. I am just not fulfilled at the moment because things are not turning out the way i want them to be.

I need the motivation. But i can't find the source.

Who I Am Hates Who I've Been

2007-03-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me. ( Rather I hope you'll give me)
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

Who I am hates who I've been. (And who I am.)

School was very long and draggy today. Stay back so long just for 3rd Period. Hope to be able to go back to floorball by Thursday.

Hm.

2007-03-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hey.

The similarities between p!atd and the killers are uncannily weird. Even though their music is very different at times.

Btw, watching the TKGS girls having a catfight on the bus today was so darn funny.

School today was so-so. I think paka did me more bad than good in that sense.

The irony of it all.

Zoomdedum

2007-03-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hey. Damn, school is going to start tomorrow.

Just feel so bummed out, nothing to do.

But then again, school is going to become worse.

I miss PRC so bad.

Thanks for making it a worthy memory.

All of you.

P-P-Paka

2007-03-13T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hey. Got back home on sunday night or rather monday morning. Reached home at 12 i think. Laura dropped me off at Buona Vista MRT after which i took the train home. The cut on my leg is really quite bad. The doctor said he can stitch it anymore, since the cut is obviously infected. And it doesn't help that the cut is under my foot. So I cant walk properly either.

It was a good thing that i only got the cut on the last day while kayaking. So i wasn't affected that badly. Kayaking still remains one of my biggest regrets; basically not pushing myself enough. I kayaked with pearlyn at first but i could never find a proper way of sitting on the kayak. There was never space for my legs and my back kept hitting the back of the kayak. Now there's a bruise on my back. Ouch. But after that she switched and I went solo, which turned out to be disastrous. My back ached more and I couldnt move. Ended up being towed. But after that I kayaked with Shannon and I sat in front. Finally had enough leg space and nothing hitting my back, so i could kayak properly. The end was really beautiful, the whole sea, etc. Wilbur and yirui were really scary. Haha.

The night at the chalet was fun as well. Roomed with the great leader, mark, koganti, justin, cleaven and timo. Talked late into the night about many things, and they were really great to talk to! Shared a room with justin. Never in my life did I ever think that I'd sleep in the same bed as him, lol. The dinner with the guys and the Campfire after that was cool as well. Just that my leg started to ache really badly.

The trekking the day before was quite... fun as well, but in a different way. The trek was quite tiring, but not the like the satisfying tiring that you got after kayaking. The waterfall was super cold. I made a mistake by slipping in. I shivered after I came out. Brr. But overall, the trek was fun! Especially all the talking up and down the mountain. Plus the emo session with desmond on the bus ride back.

The raft building and kayaking and orienteering and backwoodsman cooking the day before was quite fun as well. The raft my group built screwed up half way out into the river. We ended up forming a long chain and went back to shore. Trust me, the chain itself was more fun that the whole raft building. Nightwalk was really fun too! Respect to Zheng Chen. Seriously. Led the pack all the way. After that was solo night walk. Was the third to return back to camp. PRC looks damn scary in the night, empty.

Well, the journey the first day was quite fun as well. With wilbur singing on the bus, not many people could sleep. Haha. The journey back was equally fun as well! Crapped with the rest and had lunch at Kuantan. The dinner was really worth it for $6, considering the fact that we had like chicken, fish, squid, prawns, rice, soup, tofu and kang kong. It lasted me all the way back home. The scene on the bus towards the end wasn't necessary and is really worth forgetting. It never really had to happen at all. Never mind, nothing can be done now.

I think the teachers and instructors did a great job as well! And Persevere A! You pple were awesome!

And it was great to be with you all again. All 70+ of you.

Damn, I hate this feeling.

1 macho clap *cue Zhao Chen*

PRC.

2007-03-05T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hey. I'll be away from wednesday to sunday. I'll be at PRC, not the country but the camp. Paka River Camp. It may sound weird, but this is the first time I am going to Malaysia. Anyway, lots have stuff has happened since xc, but I just forgot to blog about them all. Oh yah, today was a full day off for us because of the As. Watched heats, played floorball, and went home to sleep. Just finished 3 games of DOTA with wilbur and henry. I think i'll watch TV.

Night.

xc

2007-02-21T20:31:00.000+08:00

Hey. Today was x-country. I shouldn't have run. Seriously. The way I was struggling made me feel sick. I just hated the way I ran. Next if you're sick, don't run. Damn it. Really sad I couldn't hit top 100. I was hoping to finally break it, but I couldn't. After I finished the run, I just collapsed along the pavement. I had no energy to get up to get the 100+. Mustered some energy to get up, but fell down again. I had to stop at least 4 times like this before I actually got my 100+. And I fell down after getting my 100+. Lol. Really sad. Fitness down the drain.

On the other hand, I got to go up on stage twice today! Haha. First was for the lucky draw. Eugene, justin, louis and I were planning to scream ZHAO CHEN when they said the number, but it turned out to be ME! LOL. Won a pair of female socks haha, but exchanged it with Yun Xuan for a pouch she had won. My floorball team also won a lucky draw! Haha, a carton of 100+(s). Our class also won best inter-CT for year 1s! Woots! Haha, I thought we had a chance of getting top 3. But when they announced the 3rd and 2nd, I thought we didn't win. But we WON! Haha, we got this super big hamper, which is now sitting on Ms Chiam's table (or so I think.) Congrats to Nazri, Megan and YunXuan for getting into top 20! And to everyone else as well! We won!

After that, showered, changed and went back home. Reached home, ate then slept. I was feeling damn sick.

Slacked the whole day. Now for school. Bah. At least the first 2 periods for tomorrow are free.

Congrats to De Cruz who broke the record! Lol. He's insane.

gxfc

2007-02-18T09:21:00.000+08:00

Hey. Feeling better right now after being real sick. I hope I can recover by the time cross country comes along. Yep. The whole of yesterday was super slack. Just slept and slept. Had no appetite to eat either. Since I slept so much in the morning, I spent the afternoon watching TV. After that played DOTA in the night then went to sleep. Was watching this super funny movie while playing dota. That sandra bullock and hugh grant movie. It was really funny.

Have been quite sad these past few days. Didn't do as well I had expected for my SATs and may possibly be retaking them some time at the end of the year. So yeah. That has been a major blow to me.

I must say this. On thursday, I finally got to see the legendary Seh Zhi Wei. He's this guy who's really smart. Always topped VS and VJ and got 2nd Singapore for his A levels. And now he won this $1 million dollar scholarship with A*star to complete his studies all the way to his Phd. That is truly scary. He's our teacher for Chem O. I was quite excited and stuff when I went in. But I went in and the first person I saw was, Audrey Khoo. Sucking up to some other who was there and sitting right in the front. I thought she wouldn't be there since her name wasn't on the list. I was kinda pissed at first, but then I realised that if she wants to come, then its her problem and that I shouldn't really care about it.

And there's going to be another round of selection for Chem O, which means that it'd be highly unlikely that I go through. Haha, this is so sad.

Ah, x-country on wednesday.

Adios.

KRAF

2007-02-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hey. Life is nice to me. Ok. Who am I kidding. Lol anyway. Went to Marina today. Today is a milestone. Historic. I actually bought presents for people. For the first time in my life. I have never bought anything for anyone before. Haha, hope they like it. But I don't think it should taste that bad or anything, lol.

Also got to go to Muhammadiyah today. Managed to finalise the details for SLV. Finally. Yay.

Came home and slacked today.

Paka River Camp sounds cool. I just hope they don't make it like some regimentation or smth. Something like NACLI, where the whole-shut-up-and-never-be-late thing was kept to a bare minimum. Mixed feelings over it.

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I wasted my chance once. And I think I wasted it again.

Oh now I do recall, we just were getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I'd let you kill this chorus?


                                                                  Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster

OOOOOO

2007-02-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

Hey. So got back my O level results last wednesday. Got A2 for Tamil and a B3 for German. Quite surprised I got an A2 while Thana got a B3. Quite sad for german, since i got a b3 fo prelims as well, and people usually do better for the Os than for their prelims. Went for LAN and dinner after that. Bleh.

I am really glad to hear that my class should be able to stay! That's really great news, unless any of them choose to leave that is... But I doubt they'd do that haha. So yeah. My parents were more or less ok with what I got. My mom was happy with my grades but my dad said I should have done better than that. Anything...

Congrats to the Tamil Debate Team as well! If i am not wrong, they beat nj and we're now in the semis.

Erm, well, alot of pple did well this time around for their Os. At least those who I know did well. Some pple didn't as well as they expected for their MTL as well. And I can understand their predicament over the 6 periods they may have to spend studying it as well. Just do what you think is right.

Daft Punk. Digital Love.

Finally got it.

YO yoyoyo

2007-02-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hey. Today was a long day - painting wooden board for CNY. Actually not lah. We were watching the PRCs paint haha. But it was still fun nonetheless. Talking crap with zeri and gustin first. After that emoed with geri and gatt at the parade square. Haha, then ate and crapped somemore before leaving on the 55. Quite fun, I must admit. And late nights in school are damn scary, but damn fun.

Anyway, O level results are coming out tmr! I hope no one leaves my class, cos it would be really sad and stuff. If smth like that happens, I shall condem PAE to the depths of hell!

Hope I can do well! And good luck to everyone else as well!

Let's have a great time tomorrow!

Panther

2007-02-04T11:20:00.000+08:00

Hey. As you all know, windows released its latest OS a week ago if I am not wrong. $5billion spent on R&D for that product.

And all it does is copy Mac.

Seriously, Microsoft is beginning to suck more and more as the days pass by. I was watching this video on youtube and realised how much vista had ripped of Mac OS 10, the Panther. I know, i may sound like some nerd here, but Apple is really the best. Apple OWNS Microsoft.

And I have no more sympathy for Microsoft, especially since Bill left. I'm going to get an iPhone and an iBook as soon as i can afford it hah.

On a completely different note, O level results are coming out next friday i think. Quite cool huh? Let's hope things turn out for the best, and I also hope my class stays the same and no one leaves! Although it is highly unlikely that anyone leaves.

Chem test on friday and FA test on Saturday. Not too good. But I must admit that yesterday's FA lessons was the best I have had so far. It was really cool, especially trying to defend that guy and the way he did his accounting.

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Damn. So much to do, but no mood to do it. Now there's Econs to mug for. Stupid test.

Vertigo

2007-01-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hey. This is the song that U2 sang when they were smoking pot. I am quite sure about that. Anyway, life is going well. Livin it by the day right now. SATs being only 2 days away isn't exactly helping matters either. Well, i nearly ran for SC, but didn't pick up the form in the end. I hope I do not regret this decision.

Hm, s for sex. Haha, quite fun lah, my class. Super fun to talk with. Great company as well! Ah, lectures are super fun. Get to sit with either s46 or daniel+thana. Today during physics eugene and i sat with daniel and thana. Talk crap for nearly the whole of the 2 periods. Sometimes its fun to be with them again lah haha.

Got back our testimonial and stuff today. OK lah. Just hope we are getting another transcript in March after our O level results. That'd look much better than the one I have now. Anyway, O level results are coming out around the 5 to 9 Feb. Cos my Dad's polytechnic was getting ready for it. So yeah, 2 subjects. Wondering what i'll get. Just hope i'll do well lah. Need to. Must. do. well.

v14! Shout out to all v14 pple! Let's go out somewhere! Drop suggestions at my tagboard! and to s46 pple as well, but i guess we could talk in class or smth haha. But we must meet up and go out soon! So tell me what you all want to do!

Hmm yeah. Never fully awake at anytime of the day. Falling asleep on the train all the time. Today fell asleep on the shoulder of some woman. It's damn embarrasing man. I need to find a way to prevent such things. I've been oversleeping a lot on the train as well. And a few days ago I nearly overslept on the bus to SMU.

Damn sad. Making stupid misatakes in tutorials and cannot concentrate properly. Like during today's chem and econs. Haiz, depressing. Tmr is chem olympiad selection test. By the looks of it, I doubt i'll make it through. Considering how my brain has degenerated over the past few days.

I cannot think properly and I am spouting nonsense right now.

And there's SL!

AH!

DIE. DIE. DIE.

Hm ok. Let me check out the website for the youth flying club and come back in a sec.

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I need to apply by march. I see. And i must go down to seletar every saturday mornings. See how.

Night!

DeBeers Boo

2007-01-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hey. Finally watched a movie today after a very long time. First movie of the year. Blood Diamond. It was either Blood Diamond or Babel, but I decided to watch Blood Diamond in the end. You know one thing, I actually enjoy watching the new Leo. He's no longer the irritating Jack from Titanic. He's just great to watch now.

Well, it was a really intense movie and was really engaging. I guess one thing that really shocked me was the way they stored conflict diamonds in vaults, such that demand will be high. As a result, the price of diamonds always remain costly. I thought that was really sick and disgusting.

A superb movie; just a BIT sad, but great nonetheless.

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Haiz, I am disappointed with my attitude towards school nowadays. I am living by the day right now, which is really bad for me. No motivation to do anything. Not running for CT council either. Might as well sign up for YFC in April.

Might be getting all our IP documents (i.e. testimonial, etc.) this coming week. There'll be an IP meeting soon. Haha, can't wait to get back all my stuff. But still have to wait for transcript.

I need motivation!

Sorry S cube, but u really sicken me!

Suck suck suck it up.

2007-01-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

I am so freaking pissed.

My life is ruined.

I have lost my direction.

I have lost all hope in life.

The only beacon of light is missing.

They stopped showing Simpsons, Hope&Faith, Two and a half men, and the office.

You know what's worse?

They are showing American Idol instead.

I hate it when they show the SAME show on two different channels at the same time! Argh, and of all shows it had to be AI. Bah, hate it.

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I think I should remove it. Just in case.

But you guys know what i mean right?

Maaaluuuuuuu

2007-01-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hey. Seriously. Lol, got Tan Yew Hwee for PE teacher.

God Bless Us.

He's quite funny lah haha.

Don't fart! Guy behind you will die!

Gay.

Then Handsome Goh had to malu me in front of the rest.

Eating too many long beans rite?

Then went to gym for the first time in my entire life.

Then some HnF girl malued me again while I was doing assisted pulled ups.

You don't to use the weights to help you. Then work without the weights as well. Wait, you mean you can't do pull ups? Siannnn. At least now can do 2 standard. Haha, just 3 more!

Haha, today not bad lah, school ended early and stuff, so that's good. Tomorrow is the super long day which ends at 525 pm!

And singapore is leading laos by 5 goals!

*Joel informing me smth on MSN*

WTFFFFFFF! Singapore leading by 9 goals to nothing! THis is amazing! the VJ soccer boys watching this there must be having fun. HAHA!

Tags!

2007-01-14T19:38:00.000+08:00

Hey, I guess I shall reply to all the tags I have gotten, since I haven't replied to any since 6 Jan. Apologies.

xtine: Haha thanks! I did get dunked! Who doesn't? And everyone feels that way! WHY?

dw: i hope all the class transfers are over. But i think there will be more class changes after O2.

pearlyn: thanks pearlyn! haha, i'm glad you like your class! i guess the people in your class are great too.

Eugene: whatever bitch. Haha.

shreya: Haha yeah! I guess you're right.

yong tat: Yo! It's great to see some of the 2E people again after 2 years!

ganesh: hey, hope you like your new class! Warran, Gautham, Clara and co. Haha. And thanks!

chunhan: Haha chunhan! yeah, i'll try!

xtine: I miss not seeing you too! Just barging into v13 and doing crap is something I'll truly miss!

Eugene: Lol, that's what happens when you have too much porn on your computer.

pearlyn: I miss you too! And all the times the 4 of us (Jobo, Yx, you and me) used to fight! It was really fun being at our table! I guess that'll never happen again! But we still meet in the morning! Haha.

shreya: hello shreya!

simran: Hi sim!run! Haha.

LWC: Hey wilbur! Haha, I miss you as well! At least PE and most of our lectures are at the same time. And yes! Unfortunately, I am CT Rep again!

Thanks for the tags guys! Please continue tagging! Reading tags makes me happy!

Another weekend over. Back to school. Time to wander aimlessly again. AHHHHHHHHHH! And I slept so long today afternoon so I can't sleep now either. Bah. And there's PE tomorrow! Hopefully we can play soccer then. At least I can have some fun haha.

Drool

2007-01-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

Ah. The new iPhone.

Seriously, this is SO much better than the iPod. And the iPod was, and still is phenomenal.

But need to wait for a LONG time before it comes here. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

It's nice to have things like these to take your mind off school sometimes. Back to the notes.

Bahsquared

2007-01-06T15:28:00.000+08:00

Hey. I got my class yesterday. 07S46. Nice right? But apparently a lot of people don't think so, and has resulted in a bad start for my class.

There's one thing we have to understand. Life's a bitch. We can't help it; we just have to live with it. I never expected anyone to change their class just because they didn't like someone in the class. But then again, it was Audrey. So I'm not really surprised.

That was honestly a stupid thing to do. Now other people want to change their class as well, because they don't like the person whom she switched classes with either. Man just because one idiot does it doesn't mean the rest of you people have to do it too right?

In life, not everyone we're going to work with are going to be nice. But in most cases we don't have a choice; we have to live with what we have. So just learn to adjust and live with it! It's not as though someone's killing you or something right? Bunch of losers.

And apparently the person whom Audrey changed class with isn't going to be in our class. I know everyone's going to be relieved and stuff when they read this, but don't you all think we should at least give her a chance? I mean, I am not claiming that I have never insulted her or smth but still... I guess the v13 people have a right to be pissed of with her cos they erm, know what she has done before and stuff but the same can't be said of the rest of us right? We just hate her cos everyone else hates her. That's just stupid. Live and let live. It won't hurt to just give her a chance right? But don't worry anymore guys, she isn't going to be in our class anyway. Happy right?

You know what? Anyone who wants to change their class should jolly fucking well do that. I wouldn't want idiots like you in my class anyway.

Anew

2007-01-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

Hey. So I guess the first day of orientation wasnt particularly a blast or anything. My crewlet were quite unbonded and stuff. And all the thaddeus guys would just like gather together and do stuff which didn't necessarily help things, but it was darn funny.

All in all, it wasn't as exciting as Vollywood. I just hope its the first day syndrome or smth. Haha.

Well, some stuff were quite fun lah, rawr. Haha.

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And I don't know why but none of us seem 17 yet. We all still seem like a bunch of 15 year olds stuck in a JC. I guess its the after effect of seeing pple older than you for 2 years.

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The time has come for me to consider many different things - and the implications of them. I will remember this night for a very long time.

The final night.